My English Journey

 Be Patient

            Patient a simple word but has a large meaning. I have learned English for 6 months. I started my study around on November 2025.   I do everything to improve my English. The begining when I started I thougt it was easy. I was really confident. I was looking for any apps to learning English on youtube. I found some apps like duolinggo and Elsa. With burning spirit I instaled both of. I tried to open. Learned on that apps, but that apps force me to be patient if I wanna use for free. I had to wait if my time is over, because I have limitted acces.  and I was bored then I decided to  uninstall  both of them. I need apps that make me more active and connect with people, because I like sosiality.  Conecting to people who can speak English  make me challenging. I wanna speak with other, improve my English skills , and see people from other countries.

           In the another chance, I tried to looking for another ways to learn and then I fond app to learn. That app was Tandem. Tandem is app to learn language, not just english but we can learn all language in the word. It is not use AI, but it is real conected with people in the world. I fall in love with, because tandem has  the posibility we send message to members around the word. Beside that we can join in the party to improve our language which we learn. In the first I got message from an account named Anakin. He is from India, his name is Harist. He number second in his family. He has special elder brother, and has two younger brother. His father is lawyer and his mother architec and built apartemen then sell . He is good in word, smart, friendly and I like him. He fulfiil my single day. He had been texting me everyday on Desember. He is my fist friend from abroad who  can text eachother. He is smart, sweet and crispy. Sometimes I called him by brondong that meaning is popcorn and he called my granny. It`s so sweet for us. Almost every day we text each other. He undestands my scedule to has message. He often insult me, but I enjoy it. 

            One day we had a miscomunication, I bloked him and deleted our conversation. I tried to look for another friend, but I cant forget him. I was regretful  because deleted his account. I tried search his account but I did not find it. In my hopeless I just prayed that I could see him again. In my hopeless I got a friend from Qatar. He is a bussinesman, mature, single, smart and he is fluent in English. I felt found an English teacher. I was blown away with his English. He promised would teach me English, make video call every day and be patiient with me. I felt I got medicine for my pain because los Harist. I felt I got someone who replaced. 

            He is Mukeem , we moved our conections to green apps. We text every day, sometimes making video call. His English perfect, I was respect him. He told me if his hight was 167 cm, I told him, his brain taller than me. He denied, because every person has their own capability. Then I told " you can measure it" so we were laughing  together. It was sweet moment for me. I improved my English with feeling  happy. I happened around 3 months, and once again I lost him. He wanna be my close friend and make a relationship. I can`t do that because I have a husband, and I wont to cheat on.